1000 Times [Been Through This]

Uh, when I wake up (Oh)
Look over to her, she doin' her make up
I'm her blessin' and her curse
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand
I wake up (Oh)
Still could see the Perc in my eyes
Fucked up
I know satan's here but he's in disguise
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand

I see her face every day
Sometimes, I'm lost in her maze
Sometimes, I'm lost in her space
Sometimes, I don't know what to say
Plus the drugs that she takes
So happened to be my favorite
The Percocets make me late
Every day, happy belated
I was younger than young
When I wanted drug love
Now it's not what I want
I care too much about her
But I can't front, I still pop, sip
Roll my blunts three drugs at once
Wonderin' if I'll make the risin' sun

I'm worried about you
You ask me if I'm high, I say "yeah
I took about two" (Oh)
Plus two, bet I still fuck you
Prayin' I make it 'til the mornin'
By the end of the night

When I wake up, look over at him
He's still so fucked up
I'm always afraid of what I'll find
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand i give up
I just wanna get out alive, it's fucked up
At least I can say that I tried
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand
Did I say thousand? I meant million

Shorty tryna have my kids
Gettin' her Billie Jean on
But I just want the brain like Jimmy Neutron
Thinkin' back when I was xanned
Out on a futon coulda OD right there
When a bitch had a
Couple nosebleeds right there
Juice WRLD, Billy Idol, midnight hour
I'm gon' yell, yell, yell
Too many drugs in my system
I need help, help, help
I only keep people around if
They gon' wish me well
'Cause negative energy literally could
Bring you Hell

I'm worried about you
You ask me if I'm high, I say "yeah
I took about two" (Oh)
Plus two, bet I still fuck you
Prayin' I make it 'til the mornin'
By the end of the night

When I wake up, look over at him
He's still so fucked up
I'm always afraid of what I'll find
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand i give up
I just wanna get out alive, it's fucked up
At least I can say that I tried
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand

I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand