Mama's Little Ray of Sunshine

Mama, mama, mama
Mama, mama, ma

Mama's little ray of sunshine
Mama's little ray of sunshine
Mama's little ray of sunshine
Mama's little ray of sunshine
Mama's little ray of sunshine

2017, a part of me died
Don't know for how long, my heart and soul cried
Wish I could just turn back time or just try
To bid the best farewell, the best goodbye
Wish I had the strength and the power to be that guy
Who makes it go away and pretends that it's alright
Tongue tied, swollen eyes, denying it all with a sigh
Didn't wanna lose you my beautiful butterfly

I'm sorry if I ever made you feel small
I'm sorry because I know I never called
I'm sorry if I wasn't the big bro you wished for
I'm sorry about a lot of things I did wrong
I know you're listening to this song from up above
A lot of things I didn't do, regret them all
You used to watch Supergirl
But you're the real one
For enduring the pain and all of the suffering
I miss, miss, miss our little fights and the conflicts
I still feel your presence when I eat your favourite chocolates
You never really left, I know you're here somewhere
I doubt that I'll ever be as tough as you
I doubt that I'll ever enjoy watching toons without you
You were Ma's angel and I envied your bond
Wish I could reciprocate the affection you had for me
This is a way for me to face reality, finally

You taught me how to be strong
Even with so much pain you had a smile on
The sweetest smile I've ever seen
I think about all the things that could've been
I cry sometimes at night, missing you, not gonna lie
Just remember that I'll always be proud of how much you tried
To live life to the fullest and always fly
High up in the sky
At night, through the clouds
Glows the moon
12 years of age
Gone too soon
And the stars sing your song
Maybe this world is too ugly
You never belonged
Even at your lowest
You stood tall
And I'm proud of you for that, Anoushka
Fly fly fly, I know you'll never fall
Never fall
Fly, fly, fly
Mama's little ray of sunshine

Mama's little ray of sunshine
Mama's little ray of sunshine
Mama's little ray of sunshine
Mama's little ray of sunshine
Mama's little ray of sunshine
Mama's little ray of sunshine
Mama's little ray of sunshine
Mama's little ray of sunshine
Shine bright in the night sky

Shine, shine

Fly up in the sky
Like a free bird