CODEWORD

Please (You're a monster)

Gotta come to terms, accept the fact that it's over
Even though Doritos got a bag on my shoulder
Walking with this guilt, it weigh me down like a boulder
Saw you with your man, thank God I kept my composure
Thinking bout revenge, if you go low, I go lower
Thinking bout relapsing, I don't wanna be sober
Got me wanting liquor, wanna drink till my throat burn
Got me thinking bout the harm in getting hungover
Got me up at 2am, I'm crying to Rosier
My people told me "try not to notice her"
Despite the mask you have on, I know you're hurt, I know
I wanna console her, I wanted to hold her
This shit is a slow burn
Thought it was okay because she ain't say the code word

Thought it was okay because she ain't say the code word
Been losing my mind, been screaming until my throat hurts
Thought about relapsin', I don't wanna be sober
Overstepped the boundary, wish I could console her
It takes everything in me to keep my composure
It takes everything in me to keep my composure
I shouldn't have hurt you, I shouldn't have, I shouldn't have