You Will Bloom
Had to put the work in just to know that it is working
Looking at my closet trying to choose the better version
You been holding burdens holding tears trying to be a better person
Keep on learning in the end you'll still be hurting
Like ain't shit sweet
So fresh to death I'm walking dead no six feet deep
Special led with the pen put on repeat
Running laps on the track this ain't no meet
Leave me room just like you
I'm going to bloom let me show you what I do in the stu
The mission was progress yet it slowly was forgotten once she's viewed as an object
Things turned to a problem when you couldn't resolve it
Stay consistent with yourself and you'll see your evolving
I been on the road trying to find a place a go
In the cold with no coat
Leap to different people like a toad
Tried to play the hero but I'm closer to a villain like
Why do things get heated when we could have been just chilling
Inconsistent with your image how you change your whole description
Once you catch a glimpse of feelings tend to make the wrong decisions
What's your mission now cuz you never stick around
Your thinking that your it girl but your just a clown
I been moving on taking flights from coast to coast
Claim I never did enough yet complain I do the most
Disappear and reappear how you try to leave me ghost
And shout-out to my brothers only folks I'll ever toast
I pray that you bloom
I pray that you grow
The hate I used to carry got to heavy to hold
How you sell your soul when you ain't got a heart of gold
My pockets on Luigi so much green that it can not fold so
Am I what you assumed
Educate myself while I make a tape about school
I been in the mood to write more heart felt tunes
Four by four my whip man this shit is so taboo
So tell me
Can you feel it
The tension in the air as I'm waiting for healing
Verses like the bible yet surrounded by demons
Searching for reasons why I'm troubled while sleeping
If I lost it all would you still slide through
And if if I never call just know I think bout you
So if I take a fall and balls are to the wall just know that even through it all I'll still be there for you
The cycle relentless I'm in her head like a tenant
Take flight like attendant then turn menace no Dennis
We was cool and were friendly but seems like you never meant it
I have to let you bloom even if it means the end of our friendship
Know that I will miss you and that's nothing but the truth
Cuz even up in heaven you stay down and you stay true
Hope you see me in the stu proving I'm a jewel
Shining like a diamond till the day I earn my place with you