FUCK ME UP KINDA LOVE

I send her texts when I'm drunk
Ones I regret when I wake up
Like to pretend I'm over us
It's that fuck me up kinda love
Crying all night man its tough
I havent slept since we broke up
Like to pretend I'm over us
It's that fuck me up kinda love
Spend so many nights with my head in my sheets
I'm Hiding my eyes from lights on the streets
It's keeping me up its fucking me up
Yea I miss you so much, but I need sleep
All my friends say, that I look tired
You should get sleep, think I ain't tried
Go count sheep, close your eyes
Yea I still see her dont know why
I don't know why
I don't know why
I don't know why
I send her texts when im drunk
Ones I regret when I wake up
Like to pretend I'm over us
It's that fuck me up kinda love
Crying all night man its tough
I haven't slept since we broke up
Like to pretend I'm over us
It's that fuck me up kinda love
I remember myself getting butterflies
How could I compete with the other guys
I know you liked that I never wore shirt and ties
I liked the way that you looked in the summer nights
It fell a apart, it ripped me apart
I'm picking up prices of all of my heart
I wish I could go back right back to the start
I'd do it so different, won't fall as hard
It ripped me up, it left me broken
Eyes welled up and now I'm choking
I'm left hurting now but sat hoping
I'll never forget all my favorite moments
You never wanted me and I know that
I guess in hindsight I should hold back
Heart on my sleeve, heart on a new track
I'm to open it all gets thrown back
I send her texts when I'm drunk
Ones I regret when I wake up
Like to pretend I'm over us
It's that fuck me up kinda love
Crying all night man its tough
I haven't slept since we broke up
Like to pretend I'm over us
It's that fuck me up kinda love